the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, May 18, 2007
hope (:
hope (:
maybe it's coincidence; but i find that hoping really helps a lot.
the day before they returned our english papers i was about as agitated as a fish out of water about whether i'd fail or not [cuz the average level mark was a fail mark; from which logical people would have worked out that more than half the level failed]. and i was told tht 'we can always hope', and 'always remember to hope'. [thank you (:]
guess what; the next day, i dint want to look at my english paper, although i was hoping right up till i had it in my hands. i told shihui to look at my marks for me, i was afraid that looking at them myself would destroy my fragile thread of hope.
i was afraid; yet i hoped.
i passed english. not by a lot, but still (:
then there were rumours that they might [just might] moderate english; so i wrote down 'hope #1: that they moderate english!'
tht was ytd. and guess what, today mel told me tht she heard someone [i forgot who ><] say tht a teacher told her english would be considered upon 40 instead of 50 [which essentially means that my english mark would be 28/40 instead of 28/50]. and i must say, that is a huge moderation. [my gpa of 2.4 will then be a 3.2 haha (x] and alot of failures would now pass. its not officially confirmed, but if a teacher said that it shld be true. [and im hoping!] i promise to always hope now, before i start being pessimistic and saying tht im gna fail (: becuz i've seen what optimism can do. (: [even if i failed english i wouldnt have cried anyway, unlike for chinese and bio ><, because i was happy, at least. (:] thanks (:(: 8:27 pm
Friday, May 18, 2007
hope (: hope (:
maybe it's coincidence; but i find that hoping really helps a lot.
the day before they returned our english papers i was about as agitated as a fish out of water about whether i'd fail or not [cuz the average level mark was a fail mark; from which logical people would have worked out that more than half the level failed]. and i was told tht 'we can always hope', and 'always remember to hope'. [thank you (:]
guess what; the next day, i dint want to look at my english paper, although i was hoping right up till i had it in my hands. i told shihui to look at my marks for me, i was afraid that looking at them myself would destroy my fragile thread of hope.
i was afraid; yet i hoped.
i passed english. not by a lot, but still (:
then there were rumours that they might [just might] moderate english; so i wrote down 'hope #1: that they moderate english!'
tht was ytd. and guess what, today mel told me tht she heard someone [i forgot who ><] say tht a teacher told her english would be considered upon 40 instead of 50 [which essentially means that my english mark would be 28/40 instead of 28/50]. and i must say, that is a huge moderation. [my gpa of 2.4 will then be a 3.2 haha (x] and alot of failures would now pass. its not officially confirmed, but if a teacher said that it shld be true. [and im hoping!] i promise to always hope now, before i start being pessimistic and saying tht im gna fail (: becuz i've seen what optimism can do. (: [even if i failed english i wouldnt have cried anyway, unlike for chinese and bio ><, because i was happy, at least. (:] thanks (:(:
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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